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at times like this, i just don't feel like doing anything but fly far far away and never coming back. those kind of feeling like people totally ignore you and you feel lost like you don't even belong there ... mom, i think i really need you. i have been feeling lonely for ages that finally, i think i am settling down in this lonely life that my ability to properly communicate with others is slowly diminishing. i can't help it. i will just let it happen. but i still hope that, after a hurricane, comes a rainbow .... would happen to me.